dramaaafesteeee is oveeerrrrrr 
did i mention how much i love buckley df? 
me no like being alone :/
I hate being the last one to leave the art studio, at 10/11pm. I hate being alone inside, painting by myself.
11pm – that’s the time you get ready to sleep, you say?
that’s the time i leave for home, to shower, and then start on my pile of work O:
I cantttttt wait for all these to be over!! but until then it’ll be a crazy period. cause of all the promises I made.
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i promised to finish both paintings. fully.
i promised to put a heck lotta effort into dramafeste (which i will)
i promised myself to not neglect my cca and my prefectorial work.
i promised my piano tchr and myself that i would practice harddddddddddd. to pass grade 8. D:
+physics pt chinese pt englist showcase portfolio.
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sometimes i wonder why the hell i work so hard.
sometimes i wanna give up everything, except the things that mean most.
sometimes i wanna drop everything and leave everything behind.
cause when you see dreams shattering,
you know that there’s nothing left to work towards.
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and then you wonder to yourself; why is life like that.
im crazily tired ):
sitting like hobos at the bus interchange, aiming at weirdass targets with a straw and (many) pearls.
simple, (retarded) pleasures of life.
tired of school :/
yongxin woke up to watch world cup semis (Y)
yongxin is very sleepy nao. ): but he can’t go back to sleep because he has unfinished homework :/
“WORK NOW, PLAY LATER”
Hmm smartest thing I’ve heard today.
Now if only I could actually do that…
AHHH my blog is so so so dead ): hahaha not like i’m doing anything to solve it, either.
Is it a good thing? That I’m caught up in so many things that I don’t have time to blog.
Or maybe I just like keeping thoughts to myself
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you only get to be young once. enjoy youth. happy youth day (:
so many weird things happening in s’pore ._.
the killings/ attacks at kallang, the graffiti at the mrt, the oil spill, all the investigations in people (possibly) cheating $$.
PLUS THE WEATHER IS SO DAMN HOT ALL THE TIME.
whats happening to the world?!
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my baby cousin is like 2 mths old now, super cute when you look at babies, its like they’re so worry-less, they have nothing to be afraid of, and they are so pure and innocent. (like me)
which is why people always want to relive their childhood.
GO WATCH THIS IN HD. SO AWESOME.
(super late post)
JUN 2
OH YEAH SIXXTEEEEEEEEEN
i thanked every single person who wished me cos i really really appreciate it! you guys are aweeeessoommme
thank you batch for locking me out of the den for the surprise cake <3
AFTER BEING 16, I PLEDGE TO:
ummmmm. BE A TOTALLY POSITIVE PERSON be less rash, listen to other people more, never leave any unfinished projects before I leave RI, and to be passionate and happy everlasting-ly D
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MY FREAKING INTERNET KEEPS DC-ING I THINK PEOPLE ONLINE TODAY SAW ME SIGNING IN LIKE 20 OVER TIMES?! ): I FEEL LIKE SWEARING AT THE ROUTER THINGY
MAY 31, JUN 1
REAP course! at first i thought it was a total waste of time but it turned out to be pretty fun cos our group quite high i think (: yeah and plus ernest and siddeeq it was really quite fun la.
ernest helped someone in a wheelchair up a ramp! and everyone was so wowed but then it set me thinking, if this is the norm that we should we working towards, why is everyone treating it like something so special? proves again how much we really care for people in this society.
Leaders know that their basic job is to continue what the previous batch left them with. And then we focus on doing what was always done, because ‘we did that last time, and it went well’.
What about pioneering something new? Something different?
But people are so anti-change sometimes.
Or is it me that wants too much.
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I think i’ve gone a few shades darker since holidays started D: yuckssss. haha.
holidays are so relaxing and slack that i never ever want them to end ._.
DID I MENTION THAT I BROKE DESMOND’S BOWLING ROOM KEY D: D:
I lent him some stuff, and then he kept them in the bowling room and passed me his key to get them back.
So i happily stuffed the key in and turned, but IT WOULDNT ): so i texted him, but he took damn long to reply, so i continued trying. *turn, push, turn* AND THE KEY BROKE INTO 2, WITH ONE HALF STUCK INSIDE THE KEYHOLE ): at that exact moment, desmond replied: ‘oh i forgot to tell you, you have to pull the door towards you before turning’.
GREAT.
